Anesthesia

Like a flash of light in an endless night

Life is trapped between two black entities

'Cause when you trust someone

illusion has begun

No way to prepare

impending despair

(Is there?)

Did one say so cruel: “Tis better to love than lose”

Ignorance is bliss — wish not knew your kiss

So many times been burned

this lesson goes unlearned

Remember desire only fuels the fire — liar

(Liar)

Betwixt birth and death

every breath regrets

I pity the living

envy for the dead

Emotionally stunned

in defense I'm numb

I'd rather not care than to be aware — be scared

I don't need love

I don't need love

I don't need love

I don't need love

Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?

When you give an inch

will they take a mile?

Longing for the past but dreading the future

If not being used

well then you're a user and a loser

ah

World renowned failure at both death and life

Given nothingness

purgatory blight

To run and hide

a cowardly procedure

Options exhausted

except for anesthesia

anesthesia

ah

I don't feel anything

anything

I don't feel anything

anything

I don't feel anything

anything

I don't feel anything

anything

anything

anything

no