anti-social butterfly

what's another night full of disappointment?

trying to convince myself that things will be different

what i wouldn't give to be anywhere else right now

i just keep doubting myself and i

i'm in a room full of people

but i've never felt so alone

we've got nothing in common

so cut the small talk

it was a long shot

maybe i don't belong

i'm just a voice in the crowd and no one's listening

to a single word i've said

i guess everyone would rather hear themselves instead

now i'm hanging by a fraying thread

as the minutes turn to hours inside my head and i

i feel so alienated

and i don't think that i can take it

everyone's running in circles

while i'm just running in place

i can't decide if i am winning the fight or losing the race