are you happy

holding it all

when it's all clear

and the writing's on the wall

when you're tryna figure out the meaning for everything

but everything is designed to fall

you raise your guard

as you remember the scars

tryna let go

but it's hard

knowing it's the only way you can move on

but you struggle to see no light in the dark

you change your ways

you find a different route for the maze

try something new and it pays

know you feel like

how the fuck did i ever allow myself