at first i couldn't,

kill yourself you really don't matter

kill yourself bitch make the glass shatter

kill yourself that's mind over matter

kill yourself 'fore i pull up and pull up and

kill yourself you really don't matter

kill yourself bitch make the glass shatter

kill yourself that's mind over matter

kill yourself 'fore i pull up and splatter

seventh grade i was right up at the chimney

i had it in me

i could have been free

i hit that jump and i flew with the birds

somebody evil must have heard my words

caught me and put me right down on the floor

i had to get up and try it some more

but every time i looked down at the 'crete

i felt the pastor begin to repeat

i cannot die

i cannot fly

stuck in the middle so what am i?

i wanna fly with the butterflies

it's hard to look at me cut your eyes

i am that guy

i cannot die

am my own hand

i am a man

or so they tell me

they wanna fail me

nah

i'm in a panic

i'm in a rush

i'm feelin' manic

manic depressive

just like my mother

she doing good

but not with my brother

i'm on the line

he on the tap

his friend was tripping

trying to stab a knife in my mom

12 had to come

what was you thinking? is you a bum?

he trying to blame me

why would you say this is cool

faggot you bought it from someone at school

mamma said i gotta feel for my karma

she said you gotta control your anger 'fore it harm ya

i don't know what imma do

i gotta play it cool

since i dropped outta school

my mamma stressing a lot and she be stressing the plot

like what you gon' do when i'm gone?

rattled my skin and my bones

when i'm alone

i don't know that

i don't know anything

i just know rap

guess i know many things

i'm with the rats

down in the sewers

i had some friends

but now i have fewer

take what they sold us

wasting our time

chasing our dreams

not enough rhymes

can get on the radio

which of us fail?

who gon' fall off

and which of us bail?

all of you rappers

none of you artists

but now i smoke rappers so guess i'm a part of it

i guess i'm retarded

i guess i'm stupid

i guess the only one loving is cupid

i am a wraith

i am at level

i am the snake

i am the devil

i am the dark

i am the bully

i am not anything truly or fully

why am i here? i here? i'm so high dear

i fear i might die here

lie here

i might lose my life here

i was on tab at two watching cartoons at the dorms

my ego shatter my will power worn

that's when i knew i was killed and reborn

that's when i knew i had taken my form

i'm lil darkie

i cannot be killed

if you get me then my blood you will spill

but i will live on in the bodies of others

i will come back in the form of my brothers

i am detained by everything else

if i was solo i'd shine like an angel

falling from glory to live in the manger

i am the mad god i am the danger

killing me nigga my body has shed

looking at me turn they vision to red

why do you hate me? why do you hate me?

you do not understand what's in my head

i cannot understand what is in yours

i am infinity under my pores

i have an affinity for making enemies

after i've ended these

i'm making more

all of these people have broken my trust

they are the rain on my heart and it rusts

i let this bitch grab a hold of my soul

and she stole it and sold it away for a price

i get my bust out with the nine

put it through that nigga mind

leave it behind

i hope you kill yourself kill yourself

i hope that nobody find you

yes i do yes i do mind you

get out my face

nigga you stink

i caught a case

more time to think

wounded myself

i'm on the brink

you wanna take away my love

she wanna be taken i'm mistaken

darkie breaking kill best friends

no resting no west end

no east side small tribe

no lease sign release my fear

i see clear

i want more

i'm so near

i'm that man

ain't no boy

i don't shake

i stand straight

i was played like a toy

now i'm baked

feelin' great

off the shrooms

in my room

we some goons

bumping tunes

took that eighth i had mentioned

electrical tension

build up

build up

my head space

lay down on my bed case

scared of what i had faced

wanted to die

ay

uh

lil darkie

how are you doin? well i'm mr. mushroom

it's nice to meet you

your

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teacher sent you here because you wrote i feel like tyler" on the bathroom wall. uh