these days

i know i should be more grateful

grateful for everytihng i have

and i know i should be less downfall

but unfortunately iam just human

i'm in a big hole surrounded by fear

i'm in a deep dark hole

deep enough for me to disapear

but should i go if earth the only place i know

all i know is i don't wantthis anymore

livin' out life without nowhere what a distant is searching for

there are days where i would love to be somebody else

days where i am fighting myself

there are days where i wish i would be a child again

and sometimes days where i wish they wouldn't last

days where i wish i would be dead

step back

stay away from me

can't you respect that i only need my peace

these days i'm too weak to see

these days i'm all about me

i don't want to talk this out

cause there are certain things we don't need to talk about

the silence in between will let you know what i mean

and each time i try to escape

i pray to go not to let me fake

and to take my doubts away

hum hum. there are days where i would love to be somebody else

days where i am fighting myself

there are days where i wish i could be a child again

and sometimes days where i wish they wouldn't last

days where i wish i would be dead.