i haven't fucked much with the past
but i've fucked plenty with the future. over the skin of silk are scars
from the splinters of stations
and walls i've caressed. a stage is like each bolt of wood
is my pleasure. i would measure the success of a night
by the way by the way by the amount of piss and seed
i could exude over the columns that nestled the p.a. some nights i'd surprise everybody by skipping off
with a skirt of green net sewed over
with flat metallic circles which dazzled and flashed. the lights were violet and white. i had an ornamental veil
but i couldn't bear to use it. when my hair was cropped
but now my hair itself is a veil
and the scalp inside is a scalp of
a crazy and sleepy comanche
lies beneath this netting of the skin. i wake up. i am lying peacefully
i am lying peacefully and my knees are open to the sun. i desire him
and he is absolutely ready to seize me. in heart i am a moslem;
in heart i am an american;
in heart i'm an american artist
and i have no guilt. i seek pleasure. i seek the nerves under your skin. the narrow archway; the layers;
the scroll of ancient lettuce. we worship the flaw
the mole on the belly of an exquisite whore. he spared the child and spoiled the rod. i have not sold myself to god.