back at the beginning

i'm in a deep sleep

you're making eyes at me

and now you're in my body

and your kiss is all teeth

if i could do this life again

i'd come back as a lamb

and let you make me a bed

grass is fine

the table's set

the words push from my lips

and i'm filled with regret

oh-whoa

i'm back at the beginning

now that it's so easy

oh-whoa

i'm back at the beginning

going after paradise

wandering forward at what i'm making hide

i like to dress up all my fears

doll them up in play-doh

man

slap some lipstick on a pig

tell me i like to pretend

if i could do this again

i'd come back as a red flag

and pass the fire as it stands

'cause if you don't think we're in hell now

babe

take another look around

everything's engulfed in flame

it's all comin' down

oh

i'm back at the beginning

now that it's so easy

oh-whoa

i'm back at the beginning

don't know which way is pain and which way is reason

oh-whoa

is this where you wanted?

oh-whoa

is this where you wanted to be?

oh no

'cause i'm back at the beginning

'cause soon

i am god

oh

is this really where you wanted

is this really where you wanted to be?

is this really where you wanted

is this really where you wanted to be?