though i ain't done nothin' wrong
i feel bad. high roller that's bipolar
bubbling but still missing something like i'm diet cola
trying to boss up like tony soprano
i'm still a boss like i'm joseph bonanno
feel stranded on an island like i'm gilligan
went back to the grill again
fans acting like it's killing them
wasn't working so i went and got my teeth fixed
known for saying harsh remarks that are partially dark
samples chopped like it's martial arts
i'm still waiting for my life to start
last three months catatonic
walk around my city and i feel like i'm invisible
never felt like i had to ask if i'm dope
now i'm casper the ghost tight grasping for quotes
though i ain't done nothin' wrong
i feel bad. can't really explain
it's like a gapin' hole in the back of my head
feel heavy while i hallucinate
standing on a ledge about to jump but i'll rejuvenate
'cause pills the only way i know to patch these open wounds
life used to sparkle. nothing's fucking thrilling me
used to sit and gather my words
would madly end it willingly
reason i'm still here are for my dogs and my family
i don't expect anyone to understand me
when i was young loved suicidal tendencies
i got suicidal tendencies
might be punished for my sins
haven't had a break since
maybe i should lower the bar
maybe i should work harder
now feel like a piece of shit in a bottomless pit
trying to build my strength like bane so i can climb out
though i ain't done nothin' wrong
though i ain't done nothin' wrong
though i ain't done nothin' wrong