rearview

i wither within

when i'm without

baptized in sin

and blessed with doubt

most nights i hardly know myself

sometimes i feel like someone else

was i ever good enough for you

there's always someone

i'm tryna live up to

i can never get to you

you always seem closer in the rearview

underneath

all apathy

you're woven into my tapestry

did you ever love me at all?

sometimes i start to lose control

was i ever good enough for you

there's always someone

i'm tryna live up to

i can never get to you

you always seem closer in the rearview

you love me

i love you

you don't love me anymore

i still do

i'm sorry

i'm trying

i hate it when you catch me crying

you love me

i love you

you don't love me anymore

i still do

i'm sorry

i'm trying

i hate it when you catch me crying