becoming me

i used to wash dishes at applebee's

since girls don't like the smell of mozzarella sticks

and then we getting fucked up

spending what i just made at work nigga

a muthafucking shame

hundred dollars to my name but i still made it work nigga

kicked outta school

like a fucking fool tryna play it cool cause you know that

drinking liquor next

tryna call your ex

tryna ask for sex but that love is

asking justin what we doing tonight?

instead of thinking bout the chance i might have ruined my life

might of ruined everything that i worked for

i let my family down

that made it hurt more

damn

lonely nights i stayed awake

don't know how much i can take

will i bend or will i break? yeah

when the day does finally come

i'll look back on what i've done

i can say that i've become yeah

i've become me

fast forward seven years yeah

cried so many of these tears

yeah

embraced so many of my fears

i ain't never been religious but i hope that heavens hears

so many things keep me awake at night

i left some people behind to try to make it right

i booked a couple of shows i'm tryna make a flight

looking in the mirror acting happy tryna fake it like

nights that i tried

wishing that i died

said i never cried but a nigga lied

made a lot of ends

lost a couple friends

text it never send yeah the one that says what is going on?"