dark spots that have broken down
an annual calvary clover
on this day
i can finally say
i am defeated
i watch the clouds disintegrate
in front of me
everyday
i tell them not to go so soon
and i need you
and i know
you need me too
god
i hope you do
on this day
i can finally say
i am defeated
it's too late
too late to turn back
but my stomach tells me
something else is waiting
where the forests don't seem to hide
i know it's complicating
it's something that you get with time
and i'll never see you again
on this day
i can finally say
i am defeated
on this day
i can finally say
i am defeated