before you hate it

here it comes again

that old familiar pain

here it comes again

now it has a name

what am i to do?

and where am i to go?

here it comes again

i am not myself

do you think of me?

do you think of me?

here it comes again

i'm tortured and deceived

here it comes again

if only i'd believed

what am i to say?

and where am i to die?

here it comes again

and i am not myself

do you think of me?

do you think of me?

i'll tell you something that you don't know

i'll tell you something that you don't know

once is always so don't call me

once is always so don't call me