better off

pardon my absence

i misplaced my passion

got caught up in the unknown

fell of the wagon

thoughts follow my actions

my conscience needs space to grow

you didn't even know i

i waited out the winter

holding onto your fire that used to keep me warm

i'm searching for an escape

got lost finding my way

i know we're better

i know we're better off

so throw me into the waves

i don't wanna be saved

i know we're better

i know we're better off lost

my made up condition is blinding my vision

my remedy shadows me

the question i'm fighting is

am i worth finding?"