big dumb rocket

i've never seen your breath before

but i'm disgusted by the thought of

waiting anymore

if i look up in your eyes

will you notice me or notice it or

fade into this accident

i don't want to find

the big dumb rocket on your mind

its mostly you & mostly me

and a tired gun that's not empty

i've never been this sad before

but i'm disgusted by my fingertips

and what they've done

if i look into your eyes

if it must be true you must believe

i've never held such violent things

i've never talked to god before tonight

but i'm disgusted by.