big lie

sara haze

ohhh. i gotta secret

it's haunting me

sometimes i wanna tell you

i'm not what i seem. it breaks my heart

when i look in your eyes

you see me smile

but i'm alone inside. happiness depends on the silence that i keep. i know that i should tell you

i can't bring myself to speak

i'm so disguised

i don't know what's true. i kills me when i see what it does

to you. it's a big big lie

you're about to see through

& i don't know why

it's all that i can do

it's a big big lie

i'm hiding from you

i don't love myself

how can i love you?

how can i love you?

i toss and turn

i can't sleep. why am i so lonely when your right next to me?

it's building up inside me

i can hardly breathe

you're lying there so peaceful

i just wanna scream

it's a big big lie

you're about to see through

& i don't know why

it's all that i can do

it's a big big lie

i'm hiding from you

i don't love myself

how can i love you?

how can i love you?

i keep thinking that you're gonna hear it

hear the words that i don't say

yeah. someone tell me how long

oh how long i can live my life this way? yeahhhh yeahhh

you're about to see through

& i don't know why

it's all that i can do

it's a big lie

i'm hiding from you

i don't love myself

how can i love you? ohhh. how can i love you? ohhh. how can i love you? nooooo. how can i love you?