birthday rap

chvse

i'm 17 years old i survived another year

throughout the hot and cold while conquering all my fears

look at me know guys i think it's kinda funny

how people talk shit and try to get some things from me

even though i look stupid

and sort of ugly

everyday i age makes me less of a dummy

on my dark days i just make 'em seem sunny

'cause hey i'm 17 smoking pot and earning money

i'm a 90's baby the last of the generation

grew up on the shady and masking for relaxation

attacking in my brain but my heart has started racing

wonderin' how i can do it in my room basin

another year

another age

another chapter

another page

is it filled with laughter

or is it just filled with fucking rage

either way

it's your life and you gotta live it

if someone bad leaves you in your times say good reddens

i use to think a birthday was nothing close to special

just another day i'd wake and take my fucking pencil

but now i've nothing to worry but breaking out my demo

and working 7 days a week has drove me close to mental

but i ain't finna give it up

i work my ass off now

so later when i'm older i can live it up

breathing 7 days a week

shit i think we livin' up

i'm still an adolescent

yet these people think i'm spittin tough

uh

i'm acting like a hypochondriac

way back when j-dam was spittin it up at the laundry mat

we use to chill and kick it like a game of hackey sac

flippin the written scripts

like a gymnast mix with a knife in her back

pass it back

with no delay it's like a fusion

as i'm getting older i'm dying it's no allusion

and this music on my channel that i am producing

is the start to a world wide invasion and a movement

what the fuck skitzo you were born in 99

must've had a bunch of drugs hiding up inside your spine

every time you cracked your back your probably getting high

try to find a rhyme at any specifically time

i'm an atheist but hey

i'ma go and make amends

i've got no one to talk to

so i just pretend like

everything alright

and i have a stable head

with nothing else around i depended on my pen