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shum v golove

budto vkliuchen dush

lish' po zemle dolzhen polzat' uzh

ia tak sebe muzh

tak sebe syn

tak sebe brat i drug

ne ssy

ty luchshe menia

dostoin bol'shego

sebia ne meniai

ved' eto bol' shagov

pritailis' klopy

vshi za plintusom

ia oboltus

sozdavshii svoi iskus sam

byt' kreshchennym v cherepovtse

a posle triumfa

v samom kontse

upokoit'sia gde-to v venetsii

i dazhe v glubokoi dementsii

ne sochiniat' takoi chepukhi

eto ochen' plokhie stikhi

ia poet

tol'ko esli dlia shkoloty

dlia liubitelei bukhla i narkoty

ia bydlo

gopnik

alkash

torchok

emelia na pechi

ivan-durachok

ia rab arkhetipa

tupaia rusnia

mne tupo protivna vasha tusnia

da vse my zdes' prosto pyl'

poschitai i vzves'

den' kak upyr'

on sosiot vzakhleb moi serotonin

eto moi chernotrop

eto moi tramplin

na nebo ili pod zemliu

ili. da kto by znal

skazal by chto li

chtoby mne tut ne muchit'sia

ty sud'ba moia ili poputchitsa

i chto nam v nasledstvo dostalos'

ustalost' tol'ko da starost'

i kachat' golovoiu pod bitok

izognuvshis' dugoiu

pit' tok

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tak i tak etot bit vyb'et pyl' iz bashki

da kak byk na kopyta namotaet kishki

posmotri: oni

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skol'ziat

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pogadai po moei trebukhe

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pod roboi moei sploshnye rubtsy

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shut

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etot vek-volkolak -- fakt

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ia bestoloch'

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no na toi chastote

chto uslyshat lish'

te

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