blame my birthday

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

everyone knows that cancer's sensitive

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

but what if i was born in january?

this rabbit hole

when i'm alone

you watch me go all the way down

a taste of blood

lungs filled with mud

my words and thoughts are surely bound

a waste of time

the smiths on loud

a full ashtray lost in the crowd

i'll run a mile

i'll smoke a spliff

i wish i was somebody else

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

everyone knows that cancer's sensitive

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

but what if i was born in january?

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

everyone knows that cancer's sensitive

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

but what if i was born in january?

this calloused road i've walked alone

anxiety is rooted in the voices inside my head

the smell of roses

the sight of death

waking up in a panic in someone else's bed

your face in lights

these bitter sights

i'm holding onto these sleepless nights

i'm still a boy

i'll cry my eyes out

purple bags hang under these green eyes i've found

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

everyone knows that cancer's sensitive

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

but what if i was born in january?

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

everyone knows that cancer's sensitive

i don't want to have to blame my birthday

but what if i was born in january?

what if i was born in january?

what if i was born in january?