i wake up in the morning and i ask myself. is life worth living
before i go to sleep at night
i ask myself. is life worth living
look at myself in the mirror and i ask myself. is life worth living
i got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help. so is life worth living
tell me where to go to get a piece of mind
cause all i see is suicide receiving me by my tec9
although my tattoo reads 'no more pain'
lately i feel the needle hit me up in vein
most of my real niggas are dead
they done left me with my fake friends
the ones that 'always need you
but don't appreciate' friends
i live in doubt by myself
that way nobody can blame me for the death of somebody else
cause the way these niggas hate me is an epidemic
i'm in the line of fire 24/7
constantly steppin' in it
hate me cause i'm doing good
hate me cause i ain't doing bad
at least i got to be a dad
i used to bleed for some other cats crashin'
but as far as i'm concerned i would've burned for those creations
make me wonder will i last myself
i wake up in the morning and i ask myself. is life worth living
before i go to sleep at night
i ask myself. is life worth living
look at myself in the mirror and i ask myself. is life worth living
i got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help. so is life worth living
it ain't that i sound like 'pac
just like automatic when i'm down and depressed
i shed tears cause i do it so good
thanks to my nothin' ass homies off the block
unless i was willing to pay
that's why i wasn't willing to stay
i ain't even have no money for me
and y'all was laughing like me suffering was funny to see
so wonder why i don't give a fuck about being here
on the other hand i murder motherfuckas
'do we have a problem here? '
if you beat me to the trigger
least i ain't gotta cry no more
no more feeling sad homie
y'all know trae got my back
he gon' look out for my people
god leave me not in temptation
is life worth living should i blast myself?
i wake up in the morning and i ask myself. is life worth living
before i go to sleep at night
i ask myself. is life worth living
look at myself in the mirror and i ask myself. is life worth living
i got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help. so is life worth living
i ain't trying to be a role model
what kind of role model get arrested for 300 grams?
i struggle with my addiction
realize that it's bringing me closer to my grave
and syrup is the way i escape
but the message is to the kids
cause there could be a brighter future for you'
but as for me; all i know is drama
27 and i don't know how to smile and that's a shame
by age 10 or 11 fool blown smokin' blunts
cause weed was what i needed to evade and escape
but reality went in and smacked me dead in my face
i got no more cheeks to turn
man is life worth living should i blast myself?
went to the pitcher full of liquor
said is life worth living should i blast myself?
movin' so fast i done broke around and cast myself
man is life worth living should i blast myself?
where was i when the cash was there?
man is life worth living should i blast myself?
i ain't even gotta ask myself
maybe life ain't worth livin'