you're always right but it's better to lie
big as buildings and bleach-stained white
i'm in love with your way
i always wanted my sister's face
plants and people wanna grow
they lean into the sun and press against my window in the way
it took so long to say i know i wasn't happy there or here
spitting me out and i should say something nice?
i'm fucking joy and i hemorrhage light
he can destroy everything that i like
big as buildings and bleach-stained white
surrounded by the things i love and things i wanna buy and i'm reflecting faceless and unformed
it took so long to say i know i wasn't happy there or here
columns of confetti colors bleed
kisses pressed into a screen
cried so much i couldn't see it right
sparks that bled into the seams
young enough for something beautiful
betrayed and dumb enough to be the first
surrounded by the things i love and things i wanna buy and i'm reflecting faceless and unformed
it took so long to say i know i wasn't happy there or here
plants and people wanna grow
they lean into the sun and press against my window in the way
dust under the world explodes
now every day i thank the moon and stars that i was born a girl