bleak cycle

signs of the swarm

a life of deceit cycles its way back digging deep into me

a hopeless act of innocence slithers past

forgetting the consequence

this lingering bitterness emerges to reinfect the cleansed

it's just a matter of time before these scars rip open

this foul fucking taste in my mouth reminds me why i sewed my lips shut in the first place

these sickening reminders of everything

these sickening reminders of everything leave a foul fucking taste in my mouth

now let it run its course

feel myself sink lower drowning in misery i can't feel anything

a life of deceit cycles its way back digging deep into me

a hopeless act of innocence slithers past

forgetting the consequence

this lingering bitterness emerges to reinfect my life

i've cleansed all ends yet it's fucking here again

sick in the head

will this ever end?