all alone the broadening skies
under the every night i will lie
scratching claw and grip the rails
every day my living hell
oh god you know i've tried
i know how hard i tried
and oh i tried. hey i'd like to daze away to a
place like no one has known
in a state of mind i could call mine
that only i could own
where i could hum a tune anytime
i choose
and then there is no such thing as time
where i can feel no pain just calm and sane
what a place for one to find
now you see i'm watching everything
i do and they're watching everything i say
why wont they leave me be?
why am i even here? i wonder
you leave me wondering
won't you stop watching me
i said they're watching me
watching me
watching me
now in my corner i got the ceiling in my eyes
arms holding up my knees
and rocking back and forth's my life
i didn't mean to feel this way
when i walked into the door
lord
then they ripped away my memories
and i cant remember who i was before. and i only wanted to be 16 and free.