panic in the first beat of the morning
even what i've got isn't worth offering
even faces change - my heart stays the same
engine in the sky won't let the moment go
following behind always a second slow
if i'm far away
am i hearing straight - i'm no voice you want to know?
you've been a forest burning no direction
caught me sleeping smoke in my protection
your blackened branches drifting through my water -
are you wrapped up in his arms? i'm rushing faster and faster
panic in the taste of all that could have been
even what i thought wasn't worth giving
at least my mind has changed
i've been a forest burning no direction
i tried to hold you
i tried everything but running
my heart is panicking - are you kissing him?
are you reaching through all your days with him?
your blackened branches drifting through my water -
are you over me? are you are you are
i will not hold you. i will not feel your sway
i will not miss you. i will not think each day
of summer twilight
your eyes rushing through me deep
i saw my own waters rushing right back to me -
you sitting shotgun
the lost coast calling me
umpqua forest
your face just like in my dream
are you are you are