blonde hair, black lungs
Singer:sorority noise
when you told me you were leaving
well i couldn't feel my mouth
cause all i'll ever be is someone else
as i watched you walk away
i felt something in me change
so i drove home at a hundred miles an hour
just to see what it feels like to fly
and i crashed my car into someone else's backyard
just to see what it feels like to die
when you told me you missed me
well i couldn't close my eyes
cause i realized what it felt like to die
cause all you'll ever be is a nightmare and a wet dream
a reason to smile from 6 feet underground
so i drove home at a hundred miles an hour
just to see what it feels like to die
and i crashed my car into someone else's backyard
just to see what it feels like to die
so bathe me in pale flesh
promise that i'll never be good again
and i hope you miss me when i'm gone
cause i can't hold on for too long
and i'm so scared of dying alone
that i'll kill myself right here