i feel the knife is cutting slow
i wish i could say my intentions weren't deadly
i feel like i am letting go
i wish i had said how easy it is to fall for me
i feel like you deserve to know
i wish i didn't have to drag you down with me
that i'll get you high and leave you low
but i have no shame in pleading guilty
i damage like a savage
ruin beauty as i ravage
throw you out like you're garbage
i create my own carnage
my walls won't cave in
i won't play pretend
i'm afraid to let you in
start over just to fuck up again
i fucked up again; i opened a wound
tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
i fucked us again; i killed our love true
tore our world apart and only hurt you
my head is filled with disease
i told you; you were warned from the fucking start
my heart is black and empty
i told you when our love died
it's my fault
my body is cold and bleeding
and now there's nothing i can do to fix what i've done
without you here with me
i got what i want
i'm leaving now; my battle's won
i damage like a savage
ruin beauty as i ravage
throw you out like you're garbage
i create my own carnage
my walls won't cave in
i won't play pretend
i'm afraid to let you in
start over just to fuck up again
i fucked up again; i opened a wound
tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
i fucked us again; i killed our love true
tore our world apart and only hurt you
damaged from no recovery
my pain burned into your memory
i'm drowning in a sea of misery
will anyone come and save me?
i feel the knife is cutting slow
i feel like i am letting go
i feel like you deserve to know
that i'll get you high and i'll leave you low
i feel the knife is cutting slow
i feel like i am letting go
i feel like you deserve to know
that i'll get you high and i'll leave you low