what you want

woke up from another dream

with the clouds in my head

sat down by the window watched the sunrise burning red

i guess i'm doing alright now

but there's too much time to kill

i can't forget you lying there so still

picture back to another time

i see you sitting here

you said would you ever forgive me if i chose to disappear

i turned away and closed my eyes

i didn't think i could

if that's what you want i guess i would

if that's what you want i guess i would

you know i can't live like everyone else

nothing ever seems that simple in my head

feel myself slipping away

don't want to wind up helpless in my bed

this time i want to get out and walk but i think i'll fall

i can see myself in so many ways

but i curse myself instead

was there something i should have done

something else i could have said

you know i tried to change it but i can't forgive you still

if that's what you want i guess i will

if that's what you want i guess i will

you know i can't live like everyone else

nothing ever comes that simple in my head

feel myself slipping away

tired of waking up lonely in my bed

this time i want to get out and walk but i think i'll fall

this time i want to get out but i think i'll fall