i hold myself hostage in your arms
i know i could leave whenever i want
and i see the way you look at me in the night
and i know you know that something isn't right
to love myself before i love you
tell me what am i supposed to do
i'm not brave enough to lose
you lay with your pillow on my lap
now i feel like there's no going back
and now i feel like now my heart is torn
cause all you see is sunshine baby
but i'm bringing all the storms
to love myself before i love you
tell me what am i supposed to do
i'm not brave enough to lose
i've been telling myself to love myself before i love you
tell me what am i supposed to do
i'm not brave enough to lose