Broken Wings

The fetters are loose now but the reddened wrists will be visible forever

I was standing on the edge

I've lost almost my spirit

my path

Something died inside me

I didn't recognize myself when I was looking in the mirror

Something has grown inside me

What have I become?

I acted too late

I should have seen it but I've gone blind more and more

I've just heard this ticking in my head

I will never feel safe anymore

nowhere

Nothing will ever gonna be the same again

nothing

The surface won't be regrinded anymore

Now I've to conceal my scars which I'm trying to heal

I felt to cry

I cried to feel

What a waste

what a dissapointment

All the things you never appreciated

Like a leech on my neck

you took my energy

The wings are broken

the roses are black

The pictures remind only of days of lightness

No one can change it

no one to blame

Just forgive

just forget

In spite of all this I refuse to give up

I won't give up