bruised

bruised

but i won't tell about that

i can't escape the monotony of hate

and forgiveness can not become me

you can not come back to me

i won't sink to this

the tongue is in the cheek

if only my will was not so weak

you're so wrong

and so wrong

at least i think i've learned a lesson

'cause i can look back with retrospect

but not to ponder

and not to wonder

you are so wrong

i couldn't build it up to take it down

and i get you're so strong

i couldn't build it up to take up down

hands appear at night

i feel as though i've been awake for days

but i shed my skin

and i shed my sleep chains

look the other way as you come my way

you look slimmer and your breasts look better than ever

what the fuck?

no one ever sees

no one ever hears

all they can do is breathe

stop and touch

you are so wrong

i couldn't build it up to take it down

and i get you're so strong

i couldn't build it up to take up down