bummer days

i say i wanna wake up with the dawn

but every night i sleep with the shades drawn

i keep telling my shrink i wanna feel okay

but i get off on all my bummer days

i don't know what i want but i know that i feel bad

and then when i feel good i think i make myself sad

i wanna feel like i can get out of my own way

i'll stop crying at my party

i'm tired of feeling sorry

i've had about 50 last cigarettes

before they're out i have the next one lit

i spent the last two years in shoes that were too big

and if it's not my lungs i'm gonna die

because i trip

i don't know what i want but i know that i feel bad

and then when i feel good i think i make myself sad

i wanna feel like i can get out of my own way

i'll stop crying at my party

i'm tired of feeling sorry

there's always something that i'm doing

to keep me far from where i say i'm going

i'll stop crying at my party

i'm tired of feeling sorry

i'll stop crying at my party

because i'm tired

i don't know what i want but i know that i feel bad

and then when i feel good i think i make myself sad

i wanna feel like i can get out of my own way

oh

what would it feel like if i could get out of my own way

i'll stop crying at my party

i'm tired of feeling sorry

i'll stop crying at my party

i'm tired of feeling sorry