butch lullaby

Singer:sun kil moon

beautiful may day

just back from the house

checked on the roof

got a call that an old friend died

his name was butch

he was tough as nails

you couldn't kill him if you tried

he was tough as an ox but there on the floor he died

next to a 40. and a hot plate

next to the sound of a band rehearsing through the walls of a rehearsal space

butch was always there and yet we took him for granted

butch was a cool cat from another planet

we though he'd last like a piece of granite

on your grandmother's kitchen cabinet

we thought he'd always be there like the stars and the moon

but we're all gonna end up ashes in an urn or bones under a tomb

he'd watch over us down there in the tl

he'd watch us rock out to our music and was always supportive as hell

he worked for fishbone and george clinton when he was younger

to be around music butch had an insatiable hunger

butch could show you respect and uplift your spirit

butch could lay down the law and make you fear him

butch could make you laugh and smile if you earned it

butch had that sunny stare down if you deserved it

i remember thanksgiving out at my house just a few years ago with caroline and butch and nathan. we watched drugstore cowboy and butch gave caroline tips on how to cook a turkey. she thought butch was charming and sweet and he really took to her too. matt dillon's character in drugstore cowboy was after dilaudid

the holy grail of pharmaceuticals. butch knew what dilaudid was. he was older than me so there were things you didn't have to explain to butch. there were things he just got and understood. when someone is older than you always take the time to listen to them. a person older than you knows something that you don't. at the very least butch knew what it meant to be black and born in 1952. do you? because i don't know shit about that. i remember the wood burning stove and the heat was really cranking in the living room. nathan kept getting up to remove himself from the heat and to have a smoke outside. but butch didn't budge unless he needed to go to the bathroom. butch wasn't the agile mother fucker he used to be and he needed a damn good reason to get up off of that cozy chair. butch's favorite part of the turkey was the drumstick and when they left

at around midnight or so

butch took almost all the leftovers with him. that was butch. if he was in your backstage area forget it. he had a relentless hunger and thirst and he cleaned your backstage area out

butch makes sure no one stole no microphones

butch makes sure that safely

you return home

butch makes sure no one stole your keys to your car or your wallet

butch makes you clean your own fucking piss off the toilet

there's no fucking around with butch

he'd shake you down

he'd put you in check until you felt like a fucking clown

every day he'd watch the pigeons flutter

he saw the bums sleeping in the gutter

and san francisco's tenderloin

he walked the streets but i couldn't say if he felt joy

and when my time comes for me to die

i hope i see butch again and to pass some time

i'm sorry man i didn't get a chance to say goodbye

but i hope you like my little butch lullaby

i'm sorry man that i didn't get a chance to say goodbye

but i hope you like my little butch lullaby

this one's for you

this one's for you

this one's for you

this little lullaby

butch was the resident mayor of the tenderloin

butch was into red hot chili peppers funky monks video

butch threatened a guy with a machete who was messing with equipto

butch was there when i cut old ramon in the studio

may 28th

12: 58 am

2016

i'm just back from butch's memorial. i stopped and got a bouquet of poppies along the way. it was a sparse attendance when i first showed up but it filled up pretty quickly. i stayed out back for a while in the alley with a handful of people sharing stories about butch almost directly under the room where he died. stories ranged from butch chasing people with sickles

to his times with george clinton

to his always entertaining mood swings people encountered over the years. i asked a friend when it was exactly that butch began working at hyde street and he said that butch turned up with george clinton's entourage about 20 years ago or so. that he just never left. he said that there were several times he wanted to strangle butch but that he had an unexplainable affection for him that kept him around. everyone had a lot of love for butch

but seemed to have experienced some kind of confrontation with him except for me. all of my experiences with him over the years were pleasant and i asked someone why that was

somebody said

because you're mark kozelek"