camarillas

you're not on my mind

you know that's a lie

well

i have been overthinking again

but not 'cause of you

you know that's not true

well

nothing i'm saying makes any sense

i'm not losing faith

i just don't relate

don't do so well with waiting around

so just let me know

do i hold or let go?

please do something

'cause all i hear are your camarillas

compliment the nonsense you're knitting and

colour in the fields

rub you off with rubber love

they don't care

that's not fair

i am aware

i've punched up your private parties and more

there i go again

dissing your friends

you've done the same

but that's in the past

there's no one to ask

how long this will last

i've shaved this silence

it keeps growing back

so let it grow a beard

and everyone cheers

'cause freedom is wild

and it means it

but

your camarillas

compliment the nonsense you're knitting and

colour in the field

rub you off with rubber love

i don't mean to be rude

and i'm not in a mood

and even if i was

well

surely that's only human

better let it out

with a quick scream and shout

maybe that's just how we're different