can't save myself

i can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself

'cause i swear that this is hell

the way i desperately try to save myself

'cause i can't save myself

a single breath

that's all i got left

and a bad idea branded in my brain i can't seem to shake

another day

i shed and fray

'til all i am is textbook misery and my own mistakes

and as i've aged the only thing i think has changed

is that the demons have moved from under my bed

into the inner depths of my head

i can't escape the ugly things my mind creates

i speculate that they'll stay with me 'til the grave

i can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself

'cause i swear that this is hell

the way i desperately try to save myself

'cause i can't save myself

can't save myself

in broken bones

i feel at home

i tend to get attached so quick to all i've ever known

but i don't seem to know a single fucking thing that can save me

i'm my own worst enemy

is there any hope for me?

i can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself

'cause i swear that this is hell

the way i desperately try to save myself

'cause i can't save myself

i'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now i'm unprepared for anything

now i'm scared and i'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me

i'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now i'm unprepared for anything

now i'm scared and i'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me

i'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now i'm unprepared for anything

now i'm scared and i'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me

i can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself

is there any hope for me?

'cause i swear that this is hell

the way i desperately try to save myself

'cause i can't save myself