car park

i wonder if you saw that i was sorry for the beating of my heart

when it woke you in the car park

and maybe i should tell you

that i've villainised by body for too long

would it help you find excuses to move on?

like i needed more excuses to be stronger

i'm no mother

but i've done a lot

to prove to those i love that they are good enough

i don't believe in luck so i am giving up

i hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start

it makes my sleeping harder

i don't know much about you

so i'm trying not to doubt you

but in time

i know you'll let me down and that is fine

a feeling i can't shake

it's getting stronger

i'm no mother

but i've done a lot

to prove to those i love that they are good enough

i don't believe in luck

i don't believe in much

leave it all to trust or start to give it up