she said she hates my smile
but i don't think i wanna be beautiful
i think i wanna be unusual
i think i wanna breathe in pure gold
i don't think i want to breathe at
don't think i want to breathe at
don't think i want to breathe at all
after every single lie i told
you'd think you'd know that i don't have a soul
i'm painting like a warhol with my words
you're certain i am all alone
she aches and she tastes like ritalin
i think i wanna breathe in pure gold
i don't think i wanna breathe at all
you're so consistently all i need
she's strung out and begging but
i've been resisting the air i breathe
strung out and buried again
fuck what you've been told
and i've been on the road to no one
she's at home far from sober and alone
she stares so cold with bloodstained eyes
she aches as she main lines the ritalin
i think i wanna be unusual
i don't think i wanna breathe at all
you're so consistently all i need
she's strung out and begging but
i've been resisting the air i breathe
i'm strung out and buried
how do i tell them i'm the shit?
i'll give you a taste of fame cause i know you'll give it all to me
it will hit me like reality
i know i'm more like carcinoma than a modern day casanova
won't you come over here? baby
she wants to play a little misfit mindgame
make love to my bed frame
you're so consistently all i need
she's strung out and begging but
i've been resisting the air i breathe