cause and effect (part 2)

napalm death

reproach envelopes me. a hierarchy through violence-street society. i voice my contempt. convinced of my immunity. yet on a smaller scale

in my conflicted world

my resistance is stretched. you sense and provoke. you mock and degrade my friends and aims

tempting drastic actions - baiting me. my shame turning

turning to rage. twisting the knot inside

the final strains of restraint discharged. acceleration of loathing

driving my physical force. the shameful act

the feeling of angst

i considered myself incapable. lay blame with me for the bastard" that i am