snow in october

feelings will change but i never feel enough

and time heals in waves but won't fill the holes you dug

memories fade but i hold onto my love

i stay awake wishing on stars above

i try not to think about the ways that it's coming down

the things i was feeling then

i don't wanna feel again

deep breaths coming in and out

one kick and i'm coming down

the things that i never said

i don't wanna hold them in

it snowed in october when i wanted rain

i don't think i'm changing but i don't feel the same

and all of my pieces that i gave away

i'm burning my body so i can stay warm

i tried to grow but i never change enough

i tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug

all that i was crumbled beneath your weight

days turn to night and love withers into hate

i try not to think at all

the room never felt so small

i heard all the words you said

coloring my bones in red

have we lost the coast line yet? how deep does the water get?

the waves go above my head

i don't wanna hold my breath

it snowed in october when i wanted rain

i don't think i'm changing but i don't feel the same

and all of my pieces that i gave away

i'm burning my body so i can stay warm

it snowed in october when i wanted rain

i don't think i'm changing but i don't feel the same

and all of my pieces that i gave away

i'm burning my body so i can stay