cinema screen

i've been laying wide awake

watching every last mistake i've ever made

on a cinema screen in the back of my forehead

and i've been praying for a change

hoping i could press play on a different day

but we are the scene i can never stop watching

and i've been trying to get everything you said out of my head

i've been trying to move but all i want to do is forget

and i'm dying to turn it off

i've been trying with all that i've got

and i know you're no good for me

and i know

i know i should be moving on

moving on

from this hollywood dream

on my cinema screen

i believed in all your lies

i've been crying through the night

you never loved me

so why can i still taste you between my teeth?

and i can feel you on my bones

and this pain just feels like home

lights

camera action - i'm lying again

and i've been trying to get everything you said out of my head

i've been trying to move but all i want to do is forget

and i'm dying to turn it off

i've been trying with all that i've got

and i know you're no good for me

and i know

i know i should be moving on

moving on

from this hollywood dream

before you ruin me

and although

although it kills me

i should go

but it's not so easy moving on

moving on

from this hollywood dream

and i've been shrinking again

over-thinking again

pushing me round the bend again

tip-toeing over the edge

trying my best to pretend

that i am not losing myself

and i know you're no good for me

and i know

i know i should be moving on

moving on

from this hollywood dream

before you ruin me

and although

although it kills me

i should go

but it's not so easy moving on

moving on

from this hollywood dream

on my cinema screen