clean me up

stay with me like last night

can we just make this our last fight?

get your act right

and i'll act right

close this bag tight

like your advice

telling me i'm like your dad

right?

or my dad

yeah

that's sad

right?

and you're mad so i go off too

all of this shit that love cost you

and that perfume is a costume

passing out in that washroom

feeling like ghosts are watching you

feeling like most are awful too

drown in the sheets but never asleep

waxing the floor

pictures to keep

but never to share

won't ever dare

the dirty is there

the messiest hair

the blankest stare

where are your eyes?

where is your soul?

you lost it inside

a moshpit inside of my brain

i needed to think like i'm sane

i need you to take away pain

i need you to see where i'm aiming

at one of us

but it's not you

and if i stop

then you stop too

like

pieces undone

you put me together

if i don't die tonight

let's live forever

i'm burning the sage

gone five days sober

the pain is deep

but it's almost over

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

let me down

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

let me down

don't let me down

don't let me down

let me down

let me down

don't let me down if you don't mean this shit

don't pick me up if you don't need me

bitch

you're dirty

you hurt me

you heard me

said you were willing to do anything for me

you lied

you lied to my face

i'm hurting tonight

i'm writing these words in blood

if i get cut

please don't let me die tonight

don't let me roll over and never roll back

don't let me yell at you

i'm needing it badly

the only person that can take me from that

if that

i'm bad

i'm mad

i'm sad

these feelings take over

they've taken my dad

this fire is hot

ice is so cold

i'm feeling it though

i'm sorry

you know?

pieces undone

you put me together

if i don't die tonight

let's live forever

i'm burning the sage

gone five days sober

the pain is deep

but it's almost over

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

let me down

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

clean me up

don't let me down

let me down

don't let me down

don't let me down

let me down

let me down