closed casket requiem

dear diary

tonight will be our last

my hands are itching for razors

my angel

this knife shall carve thee wings

consumed by sickness

i ache to see your blood

the hour approaches when i shall lay a nest inside of you

sliced open i lay waste to my desires

sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile

and in my dreams i hold your head beneath the waves

after you've died

i kiss the nape of your porcelain neck

you enter me in death's perpetual embrace

skin tightens in the throes of lust

and in my dreams i cut your mouth from ear to ear

dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room

how splendidly i carve into your tender heart

shuddering between the sheets

for weeks i've watched you

perched above your sleeping form

as i caress your perfection

my angel

i'll tear your insides out

my mind is flooding

the marrow of your bones

i cannot subside 'til i have suckled every inch of you

your features now glazed in your own blood

my fingers find home amongst your guts

and in my dreams i hold your head beneath the waves

after you've died

i kiss the nape of your porcelain neck

you enter me in death's perpetual embrace

skin tightens in the throes of lust

and in my dreams i cut your mouth from ear to ear

dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room

how splendidly i carve into your tender heart

shuddering between the sheets

whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps

your skin recoils

we shall be intertwined

entangled in our love

murder beckons as time stops with your voice

i'll love you forever" -- and forever it shall be