clothes i slept in

i think i went crazy trying to stay sane

trying to keep my head out of the grave

i never thought to expect

more than manic bliss

i think i lost it

stuck at the big end of the bottle

where all i mean to say

it all goes down with the dregs

lost in the swirling haze

i think i went crazy trying to remain

trying to make some sense of the mess in my brain

fingers crossed that this

is the worst that my head is going to get

of everything i thought i'd need

in this desperate waking dream

is standing right in front of me

you're just standing there like heaven

while i'm still wearing the clothes i slept in

telling myself just keep on breathing

it's your spirit that i'm seeing

and it's burning bright and clear

burning bright and clear

i've never felt a time

where everything i am

felt less defined

just trying to find the safest place to land

when every single thing i need

a vision and a dream

is standing right in front of me

right in front of me

you're just standing there like heaven

while i'm still wearing the clothes i slept in

telling myself just keep on breathing

it's your spirit that i'm seeing

and it's burning bright and clear

burning bright and clear

relying on your easy glow

to pull me up from the undertow

the faces that we show

so far from our own

you're just standing there like

you're just standing there like

you're just standing there like

you're just standing there like heaven

while i'm still wearing the clothes i slept in

telling myself just keep on breathing

it's your spirit that i'm seeing

and it's burning bright and

burning bright and

burning bright and clear