cold december nights

so cold

so cold

so cold. cold december nights like this make me really scared

you're not really there

and my tree is really bare

another lonely night

no gifts

no toys underneath my tree

can this really be

i'm singing christmas carols

and there's no christmas for me

why aren't you next to me

celebrating christmas

why can't you see what hurts so bad

how can you go without paying mind to my sorrow

you can't imagine

how i feel on this cold december night

the stars shine bright as the night air

and the thought of you not being here

makes me shed a tear

and yet matters remain unclear

about why you're gone

or if you'll ever return to this broken heart

life is so torn apart

and god knows

lord knows where i need to start re-building

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