cold showers

laying in your cars when the lights go

dancing in the dark with you on my shoulder

and i don't even know what you came here for

all i know is i just want you closer

yeah but it's all in my head

yeah i made a mess again

yeah i'm just the last one going

out the door without you

i take cold showers to remember

i'm not with you

i leave with someone else to act like

i don't miss you

i can't pretend i won't give in

i hate myself for giving you

the things i give you

when i know that it's over

i'm starting to hate how this all played out

'cause you don't understand that i am trying

and maybe i'm a mess but god knows how

and i'd do anything to justify it

yeah but it's all my head

yeah i made a mess again

yeah i'll be the last one seeing you

for what i should be

i take cold showers to remember

i'm not with you

i leave with someone else to act like

i don't miss you

i can't pretend i won't give in

i hate myself for giving you

the things i give you

when i know that it's over

i take cold showers to remember

i'm not with you

i leave with someone else

because i know i miss you

i can't pretend i don't give in

i take cold showers

'cause i'm not with you