the year i disappeared

i'm still trying to fit in to my old life before i ever laid eyes on you

i still think of you awake at night hoping i'm on your mind too

what we had may have been once in a lifetime

all i have now are memories of when you were all mine

i still feel you

see you

breathe you in

i still need you here

this could be the year i disappear

this could be the year i disappear

this could be the year i disappear

i hate falling asleep without you

dreaming of keeping you here

i hate writing these songs about you knowing you will never hear them

what we had may have been once in a lifetime

all i have now are memories of when you were all mine

i still feel you

see you

breathe you in

i still need you here

this could be the year i disappear

this could be the year i disappear

this could be the year i disappear

i have changed now

for better or for worse

i'll never be the same now

i hope you hear these words

i still feel you

see you

breathe you in

i still need you here

this could be the year i disappear

this could be the year i disappear

i still feel you

this could be the year i disappear

i still need you here

this could be the year i disappear