cursed diamond

i lose myself

i forget myself

sometimes i fault myself

i might fight myself

but then i make amends

i freeze myself

rain on myself

ok

so i stone myself

and i might even find myself

but then again what happens if i do

so unzip my pride

open me up wide

so i can show this to you

i want to shine for you

i want to sparkle too

just like a diamond cursed

well you know it don't get worse

you know that i'll save you time

your trouble now is mine

hold me baby

hold me girl

and i will laugh with you

if you want me to

roll me in your splendor

i'll envy your surrender

and show you victory

i hate myself

doesn't everybody hate themselves

i scare myself

then i tell myself it's all in my mind

so i let the poison go

'cause i always know

it will be there for me