i'm trying but my visions is distorted
i've been fighting too long
i tend to run when things go wrong
it's easier to just give up
cause it's only beauty when it's ugly
i'm trying but my feelings are distorted
i've been fighting too long
i tend to run when things go wrong
it's easier to just give up
cause it's only beauty when it's ugly
love
my broken hearts an open target
i'm standing on a wall they're throwing darts and
is it my fault i'm feeling so exposed? huh?
feels like i'm laying in an open coffin. sometimes
sometimes i don't know what to say
when we're together it's an awkward space
and i don't do to well with this rejection
so i wanna pack my bags
can i walk away
but i know i cannot get up please don't push me
i'm on one knee
only want is to spend time
but she don't want my company
everything is so surface
but i'm trying to see what is underneath
and i know love ain't perfect
but i never knew it'd be ugly
i shoulda never listened what they told us
they told us love was chocolates and a box of roses
they told us love was bridal gowns and wedding bells
but the darkest side is what they never showed us
who ever said that it would be this way
they never told me i would need to pray
the picture painted was so rosy
was so rose you
couldn't see the grey
i lit my candles thinking love would be a piece of cake
but the relationships that go uphill
try to win but they just fail
they can tend to get messy
like red juice when my cup spill
who can i really trust will
they hurt me or desert me
and i'm trying to figure out what's real like
lord please have mercy"