darkest before dawn

lacue, sylvan

more than just a moment

seeming like forever

everything you holding

slowly getting better

patience is a virtue

virtues nonexistent

pacing in these circles

feeling apprehensive

'bout to lose your mind

'bout to lose your mind

the world is full of selfish ones that's out to do for thine

helping hands

don't even waste your time

you dependent on these suckas

should've been a bloody grind

push it to the limit

bet you'll make it in a year or two

looking in the mirror

nothing's changed in a year or two

hopes up

brought down

no luck

none found

and i heard 'em say

that's nothing's ever promised tomorrow or today

so if i sound ungrateful

pardon me

i'm only speaking from the heart

my honesty

let 'em know

i ain't never had a handout

no wonder why a ma'fucka stand out

yellin'

and it's always the darkest before the dawn

never stop for these niggas

never stop

never stop for these niggas

never stop

never stop for these niggas

never stop

and it's always the darkest before the dawn

woke up

what the fuck yo?

i was supposed to feel better

what the fuck though

i had a dream i was living what i dreamed for

but i'm guessing that nothing is what it ever seems so

another day

another 7: 25 shift

i'm just praying that i can shut up and survive it

man

the rents next week and my lights out

somebody please tell me this isn't what life's 'bout

let's play hide and seek

her daughter's joy abundant as she covers up her cheeks

practicing innovation for the sake of release

just wants to be a stable mother

trouble doesn't cease

daddy's incarcerated

hasn't stayed in touch in weeks

it's all good a couple years ago

fast forward

mother can barely pay for cereal

honest mistakes embrace what's really going on

and remember that it's always the darkest before the dawn

like

i ain't never had a handout

no wonder why a ma'fucka stand out

yellin'

and it's always the darkest before the dawn

never stop for these niggas

never stop

never stop for these niggas

never stop

never stop for these niggas

never stop

and it's always the darkest before the dawn

struggle until you die slow

all in shame

like why'd i even try for?

dreams shattered

walk through the valley with a blindfold

got it by something that isn't tangible as

seeds thinking his very daughter's but a cancer

testing my shoulders

tightin' buckles

pulling my pants up

what? huh

guessing it's time to stand up

falling for anything if i does it

cousin

i thought i would roll up

getting my dough up

and to my surprise

i saw none of it show up

they told me to hol' up

remember to know what-

-ever you reap is whatever you sow

you better let it go

you better let it go

i said you better let it go

cause it's always the darkest before the dawn

i ain't never had a handout

no wonder why a ma'fucka stand out

yellin'

and it's always the darkest before the dawn

never stop for these niggas

never stop

never stop for these niggas

never stop

never stop for these niggas

never stop

and it's always the darkest before the dawn

don't be afraid to fail. failure doesn't keep us away from what we desire in this world. fear does. fear is the absence of love. the absence of trust. the absence of belief. it is fear that destroys us. to embrace failure is to embrace growth. it is fear-not failure-that holds us back