i'm feeling rough today
run past all in my way
this year's been how it should begun
start up band and play some shows
i hope she likes the song i wrote
dream one day she might sing along
oh
i'm alive
for the very first time
hold my hand
i'm ready to die
so maybe i'm losing it
i'm too far for me to quit
one more mistake i'll get it right
go watch up after the mall
and run when the cops are called
i fell into deep arms out of sight
oh
i'm alive
for the very first time
hold my hand
i'm ready to die
is this feeling i get
must hold on to it
it's so unlike me
must be right for me
cause i'm alive
for the very first time
hold my hand
i'm ready to die
i'm ready to die