dear ana

i can't keep faking it

i smile real wide with a mouth of diamonds

but the shine is counterfeit

when we're dressed in white

we're in halloween outfits

obsessed with protecting you

your trigger's worth dreaming

a price possession

i spend hours perfecting you

'til you're bigger than me on my knee's reflection

praying

dear ana

i can't live without you

but it's killing me to keep you alive

and dear ana

i'm afraid to out you

i know your secrets and you know mine

and you have carried me away

for too long

you have carried me away

now i'm gone

now i'm gone

i know i keep saying it

that tomorrow's last time

we'll be last and final

and i keep engraving it

when i climb the pearl gates

i recite your bible

obsessed with believing you

you're a sweet 16

blowing out my candles

and i'm tired of needing you

going dizzy with dreams that evolve and cancel

dear ana

i can't live without you

but it's killing me to keep you alive

and dear ana

i'm afraid to out you

i know your secrets and you know mine

and you have carried me away

for too long

you have carried me away

now i'm gone

now i'm gone

you're my best friend

you're my weakness

you're my angel

yoou're my demons

you're my virgin in a black dress

i'm on my knees again for you

dear ana

i can't live without you

but it's killing me to keep you alive

and dear ana

i'm afraid to out you

i know your secrets and you know mine

and you have carried me away

for too long

you have carried me away

now i'm gone

dear ana

now i'm gone

dear ana

dear ana

dear ana

i can't live without you

dear ana

dear ana

dear ana

i can't live without you