since your up in the sky?
i know your bein' treated right
i guess you know niggaz is still trippin
we're headed for self-destruction
only thing i can do is pray
it's rough down here. i gotta watch my back
cos it's hard being black
and i'm lookin over ya loc
always knew there was fools out to get me
i didn't even hear the gunshots till after the slugs hit me
i grabbed for my chest and my neck
when my head hit the ground my skull busted open
you used to ask for my advice
and the place i'm at is overpacked
with young blacks who crash crack and gats
i feel ya partner but i worry alot
i know you're tryin' to comfort me
but i don't want no company
i still fell your presence
reality like it really should be seen
i still reminisce on how we used to kick it
just hangin' out together
you're seeing a true friend in me
you used to call me o.g. now ya really gotta look up to me
but the life i lived was just to reckless
too many bad marks on god's checklist
and many many brothers will go out
just tryin to get that hard-core street clout
but a street reps final test
is when you're lying in a coffin
with you're hands folded on your chest. then ya hear the girls cry
then ya hear the brothers lie
talkin' about how down you was
then the next week the back on the street
they cold forgot ya cuz'. don't wanna see ya on your back
so for me stay sucka free
homie. dear homie. dear homie. ya know i miss ya homie.